I am jealous of others baby.I want a child more than ANYTHING n this world& can't have 1because I'm gay&cant afford2 "make"1. I cant be happy for others and their new baby. What can I do!?! HELP!!

I am sickened by teens having babies they don't want and grandparents end up caring for! And then couples that "accidentally" get pregnant after being together for a short time. Then people who don't even want any more children have twins. I can't even have a child that I would give anything for because I'm gay and can't afford to "make" one and won't go and cheat or just sleep around. I am so jealous and feel bad about it. I feel like I deserve the one thing I want more than anything. I'm a good person, always done right, always been kind and caring. But now I find myself angry and jealous of others with children, especially those spitting them out without want or care for them! What do I do!?! I want a baby of my own and fear I will never have one, and will always be angry and jealous of others. HELP!!

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